Combining the beauty of a mother with child with the beauty of His nature, is absolutely incredible. These pictures make me smile! Hope you enjoy-
I saw God today
Watching new life grow, is certainly breathtaking at times. Children are one of God's most precious gifts to us, and the anticipation of watching them grow inside of you, and waiting to meet them is priceless. It takes me back to the anticipation I felt before each one of my boys. It makes me recall the hours I spent day dreaming about when they would grace this world with their presence? What will their sweet face look like? What will their personality be? And yet with the birth of each one of my boys, I was in awe and amazement at just how perfect and precious they were. Each one was more amazing then any vision I had dreamed up in the past 9 months. That feeling is something I hope I never forget. I am so happy to be able to capture those moments for others to be able to have and hold on to for years to come.
Combining the beauty of a mother with child with the beauty of His nature, is absolutely incredible. These pictures make me smile! Hope you enjoy-
Combining the beauty of a mother with child with the beauty of His nature, is absolutely incredible. These pictures make me smile! Hope you enjoy-
Break my heart for what breaks Yours...
Lately I have felt an overwhelming sense of anxiety, and when I look at the world around me I see so much pain and sorrow and I can not help but become emotional. Amongst the sadness and the pain, I see so many lost people and lost souls, and I feel heartbroken and helpless. Today as I was running errands and feeling completely anxious and saddened, I heard these lyrics from the boys veggie tales worship CD...
"Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity"
Worship music truly ministers to my heart, and these lyrics were exactly what I needed to hear. It made me think of how brokenhearted Christ must be when He looks down on this earth. How much pain He must be feeling to see His people suffering. How sad He must be to see people deny Him, and turn their backs on Him and openly mock Him.
I often feel lost here on earth. Like a misfit, like I don't belong. Maybe it's because this is not my REAL home. So why do I get anxious about things going on around us, like earthquakes, tsunamis, tornadoes, kidnappings, murders, and illnesses? When I leave this earth, I will finally be home. I should not be worrying about something happening to my husband or children, because I know Heaven will be a much nicer home for them. I need to stop worrying and cast my cares on Jesus. I need to realize that Jesus can provide so much more for them then I can, and when He is ready to call me or a loved one home, I need to remember that He is simply calling us to our forever home, where we belong.
"Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity"
Worship music truly ministers to my heart, and these lyrics were exactly what I needed to hear. It made me think of how brokenhearted Christ must be when He looks down on this earth. How much pain He must be feeling to see His people suffering. How sad He must be to see people deny Him, and turn their backs on Him and openly mock Him.
I often feel lost here on earth. Like a misfit, like I don't belong. Maybe it's because this is not my REAL home. So why do I get anxious about things going on around us, like earthquakes, tsunamis, tornadoes, kidnappings, murders, and illnesses? When I leave this earth, I will finally be home. I should not be worrying about something happening to my husband or children, because I know Heaven will be a much nicer home for them. I need to stop worrying and cast my cares on Jesus. I need to realize that Jesus can provide so much more for them then I can, and when He is ready to call me or a loved one home, I need to remember that He is simply calling us to our forever home, where we belong.
Easter Weekend
We had a wonderful weekend celebrating the resurrection of our Lord. After church, we headed to my sister's house to spend the day with them (after briefly stopping home for some pictures of my handsome crew). Dinner was delicious and the boys had a great time with their cousins.
I have some pictures of my precious family, so here they are...
Boogs
Nugget
K-man
Brothers
My handsome boys
My beautiful family
My boys with my niece and nephew
I will post another blog tomorrow, I am exhausted.
P.S...if anyone knows how to center my text, please let me know.
I have some pictures of my precious family, so here they are...
My beautiful family
I will post another blog tomorrow, I am exhausted.
P.S...if anyone knows how to center my text, please let me know.
Before the Morning
"Would you dare would you dare to believe
That you still have a reason to sing?
Cause the pain that you’vebeen feeling,
It can’t compare to the joy that’s coming.
So hold on you gotta wait for the light,
Press on and just fight the good fight,
Cause the pain that you’ve been feeling
It’s just the dark before the morning."
-Josh Wilson, "Before the Morning"
I was rocking the baby this morning when this song came on and it immediately brought tears to my eyes.
My first two pregnancy's were pretty smooth sailing. Yes, I had aches and pains, some morning sickness, and some complications along the way, but nothing that could prepare me for my pregnancy with K-man. We had been TTC and I was eagerly watching my calendar for when I could take a test. I still had several days to go before testing when I was laying in bed one night and suddenly I wasn't feeling too well. I ended up getting sick, and chalked it up to something I ate. The next two days, I got sick on and off and started thinking I was coming down with something. I still had a few days before I was able to test, but I decided to go for it anyway. So I ran out to walmart, got a test and there it was... two pink lines! I was ECSTATIC! But the sickness just got worse. It started before I was even 4 weeks pregnant and it lasted until the day my sweet baby boy was born. I knew it was pretty severe, and as the first trimester came and went and I was still throwing up 20 times a day and not even able to keep a popsicle down, I started feeling pretty down. It wasn't what I had imagined at all. The entire spring, summer and then fall came and went and I didn't even get to enjoy it with my boys.I could barely stand up without getting sick or passing out. I started feeling more and more depressed and just wondering when it would subside. During this time, I would just cry and listen to worship music, and hope to have a "good" day. I remember when I heard this song, the words just hit me and I sobbed and sobbed. I KNEW the "morning" was coming. I knew it would soon be a thing in the past, but at the time, the pain and discomfort was so real it seemed like the joy would never come. I probably listened to this song every day the rest of pregnancy (multiple times), just to get me through the day.
And then it came... The Morning! The day my K-man was born. When that song came on this morning and I was holding my sweet little K, the memories came rushing back. I just felt so overwhelmed by God's faithfulness. We have all had our "dark" times. I know in my life, there have been many of those dark times, but God has brought me through each and every one of them. I know there will be many more trials in my life, and I know there will be more tears and crying out to God, but I know that with those dark times, I can look forward to more "mornings", and more JOY! I hope that any of you who are going through a difficult time right now, are able to have your morning soon.
I am so thankful for my precious little K-man, and the loads of JOY he has brought to our family already!
That you still have a reason to sing?
Cause the pain that you’vebeen feeling,
It can’t compare to the joy that’s coming.
So hold on you gotta wait for the light,
Press on and just fight the good fight,
Cause the pain that you’ve been feeling
It’s just the dark before the morning."
-Josh Wilson, "Before the Morning"
I was rocking the baby this morning when this song came on and it immediately brought tears to my eyes.
My first two pregnancy's were pretty smooth sailing. Yes, I had aches and pains, some morning sickness, and some complications along the way, but nothing that could prepare me for my pregnancy with K-man. We had been TTC and I was eagerly watching my calendar for when I could take a test. I still had several days to go before testing when I was laying in bed one night and suddenly I wasn't feeling too well. I ended up getting sick, and chalked it up to something I ate. The next two days, I got sick on and off and started thinking I was coming down with something. I still had a few days before I was able to test, but I decided to go for it anyway. So I ran out to walmart, got a test and there it was... two pink lines! I was ECSTATIC! But the sickness just got worse. It started before I was even 4 weeks pregnant and it lasted until the day my sweet baby boy was born. I knew it was pretty severe, and as the first trimester came and went and I was still throwing up 20 times a day and not even able to keep a popsicle down, I started feeling pretty down. It wasn't what I had imagined at all. The entire spring, summer and then fall came and went and I didn't even get to enjoy it with my boys.I could barely stand up without getting sick or passing out. I started feeling more and more depressed and just wondering when it would subside. During this time, I would just cry and listen to worship music, and hope to have a "good" day. I remember when I heard this song, the words just hit me and I sobbed and sobbed. I KNEW the "morning" was coming. I knew it would soon be a thing in the past, but at the time, the pain and discomfort was so real it seemed like the joy would never come. I probably listened to this song every day the rest of pregnancy (multiple times), just to get me through the day.
And then it came... The Morning! The day my K-man was born. When that song came on this morning and I was holding my sweet little K, the memories came rushing back. I just felt so overwhelmed by God's faithfulness. We have all had our "dark" times. I know in my life, there have been many of those dark times, but God has brought me through each and every one of them. I know there will be many more trials in my life, and I know there will be more tears and crying out to God, but I know that with those dark times, I can look forward to more "mornings", and more JOY! I hope that any of you who are going through a difficult time right now, are able to have your morning soon.
I am so thankful for my precious little K-man, and the loads of JOY he has brought to our family already!
April Showers
My Sweet Boogs
Today was overcast/rainy but it looked beautiful outside, so I took Boogs out for a few quick photos. He is so fun, I just love him! I thought I would try out some fun edits :)
Today was overcast/rainy but it looked beautiful outside, so I took Boogs out for a few quick photos. He is so fun, I just love him! I thought I would try out some fun edits :)
Love Languages
So after talking to a dear friend of mine yesterday, I discovered a book called "The 5 love languages of children". I have previously read the original book on the 5 love languages, but until talking with Kasey yesterday, it never occured to me to try it with the boys. I think it will be wonderful and I am so excited to get the book. For those unfamiliar with the book, the 5 languages are as follows:
1. Words of Affirmation-
Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten.
2. Quality Time-
In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.
3. Receiving Gifts-
Don’t mistake this love language for materialism; the receiver of gifts thrives on the love, thoughtfulness, and effort behind the gift. If you speak this language, the perfect gift or gesture shows that you are known, you are cared for, and you are prized above whatever was sacrificed to bring the gift to you. A missed birthday, anniversary, or a hasty, thoughtless gift would be disastrous—so would the absence of everyday gestures.
4. Acts of Service-
Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely! Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an “Acts of Service” person will speak volumes. The words he or she most want to hear: “Let me do that for you.” Laziness, broken commitments, and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their feelings don’t matter.
5. Physical Touch-
This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face—they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive.
(Information is from this website.... http://www.5lovelanguages.com/)
I believe all five of these are important in parent/child relationships (as well as marriage) but I think it's especially important to figure out which matters most to your child and spouse. Boogs main love language is "Words of Affirmation". I think this is why he is always so eager to dish out compliments for others. He is always telling me what a great mommy I am, how I make the best food, how much he loves being with me, how much he loves me, how much he loves his brothers, how thankful he is to Jesus. Him expressing these things is showing me how much he also likes to hear them. He is always asking me how he did drawing a picture, If I think he is talented, Do I think he looks handsome, ect,. "Physical Touch" is a close second for him. He loves hugs and kisses, cuddling, and being close to us. He loves wrestling with daddy and could snuggle on the couch with us for hours. Nugget is a "Quality Time" child. He loves spending time with each of us and has a blast doing things together. He brings me countless books throughout the day to read to him, and even though he is perfectly capable of going to the bathroom alone, he would much rather I go with him. I think one on one time is going to be extremely important for him. He is still a little young, so I think I will need to watch and see which languages are most important to him as he grows.
Once I receive and actually read the whole book, I will give you an update on how I enjoyed it.
1. Words of Affirmation-
Actions don’t always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, “I love you,” are important—hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten.
2. Quality Time-
In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there—with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby—makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful.
3. Receiving Gifts-
Don’t mistake this love language for materialism; the receiver of gifts thrives on the love, thoughtfulness, and effort behind the gift. If you speak this language, the perfect gift or gesture shows that you are known, you are cared for, and you are prized above whatever was sacrificed to bring the gift to you. A missed birthday, anniversary, or a hasty, thoughtless gift would be disastrous—so would the absence of everyday gestures.
4. Acts of Service-
Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely! Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an “Acts of Service” person will speak volumes. The words he or she most want to hear: “Let me do that for you.” Laziness, broken commitments, and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their feelings don’t matter.
5. Physical Touch-
This language isn’t all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face—they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive.
(Information is from this website.... http://www.5lovelanguages.com/)
I believe all five of these are important in parent/child relationships (as well as marriage) but I think it's especially important to figure out which matters most to your child and spouse. Boogs main love language is "Words of Affirmation". I think this is why he is always so eager to dish out compliments for others. He is always telling me what a great mommy I am, how I make the best food, how much he loves being with me, how much he loves me, how much he loves his brothers, how thankful he is to Jesus. Him expressing these things is showing me how much he also likes to hear them. He is always asking me how he did drawing a picture, If I think he is talented, Do I think he looks handsome, ect,. "Physical Touch" is a close second for him. He loves hugs and kisses, cuddling, and being close to us. He loves wrestling with daddy and could snuggle on the couch with us for hours. Nugget is a "Quality Time" child. He loves spending time with each of us and has a blast doing things together. He brings me countless books throughout the day to read to him, and even though he is perfectly capable of going to the bathroom alone, he would much rather I go with him. I think one on one time is going to be extremely important for him. He is still a little young, so I think I will need to watch and see which languages are most important to him as he grows.
Once I receive and actually read the whole book, I will give you an update on how I enjoyed it.
Easter is WHEN?
Boy did Easter sneak up on me. I have not gotten the boys outfits, nor have I had the chance to get them anything for Easter yet. I have been so busy getting everything ready for the photoshoot that I have a lot of catching up to do. My poor washing machine is going to be getting a serious workout this week. It is also that time of year for some spring cleaning to change out wardrobes and do some de-cluttering.
The Casting Call went wonderfully! I was so excited to see all the adorable children modeling the things I have been working so hard on. I thought it went well. I was lucky enough to have my sweet friend Jessi bring me donuts and a Coolata, which made my day. It is so nice to have thoughtful friends.
Today was our church Easter egg hunt, and with the weather on/off raining I didn't even get my camera out of the car. The boys had a wonderful time though, and I did as well.
I am not sure if I previously mentioned Boogs belly issues, but after talking in depth with his doctor we have decided to see an allergist and a GI specialist to see if we can figure out what is going on. The Doctor had wanted me to take him to see the allergist anyway in regards to getting his asthma better controlled. It's been flaring up really badly and he once again has a horrible cough. Poor boy just can't seem to catch a break.
I wanted to share a few of my favorite things I made for the casting call so here are a few pictures...
Ruffle Shirt
Another Ruffle Shirt
Grow With Me Dress (goes from Dress to Tank to Skirt)
Ruffle Pants
The Casting Call went wonderfully! I was so excited to see all the adorable children modeling the things I have been working so hard on. I thought it went well. I was lucky enough to have my sweet friend Jessi bring me donuts and a Coolata, which made my day. It is so nice to have thoughtful friends.
Today was our church Easter egg hunt, and with the weather on/off raining I didn't even get my camera out of the car. The boys had a wonderful time though, and I did as well.
I am not sure if I previously mentioned Boogs belly issues, but after talking in depth with his doctor we have decided to see an allergist and a GI specialist to see if we can figure out what is going on. The Doctor had wanted me to take him to see the allergist anyway in regards to getting his asthma better controlled. It's been flaring up really badly and he once again has a horrible cough. Poor boy just can't seem to catch a break.
I wanted to share a few of my favorite things I made for the casting call so here are a few pictures...
Ruffle Shirt
Another Ruffle Shirt
Grow With Me Dress (goes from Dress to Tank to Skirt)
Ruffle Pants
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